Hello, Baby!  Goodbye, Freedom.

Hello, Baby! Goodbye, Freedom.

Gosh I love my little girl.  I love her more than I thought I was capable of loving anyone. But I have to be honest. Vulnerable, scary honest. I miss my freedom. Just now I had to write a humbling email to a nonprofit for 

Unexpected Triggers

Unexpected Triggers

Grief is not a simple process. It doesn’t move predictably, or even forward much of the time. It’s more cyclical. A few steps forward, a few steps back. Today I briefly took a couple steps back into pain, at the dentist’s office of all places. 

The Process of Pregnancy Loss

The Process of Pregnancy Loss

Most people think of miscarriage as an event.  It is more of a process. Today I am in the medical bill portion of the process. It wasn’t technically a miscarriage this time.  (This was my third pregnancy loss.)  It was an ectopic pregnancy.  It was